That's really awesome. Seriously. I think it could definitely be that -- considering all those bad feelings I've had, it could be a reflection of me trying to take care of myself. "Mothering" myself, in a way.

I also remember thinking about having kids and thinking that if I had a daughter (emphasis on "if", of course; I don't think I'm ready to have children yet), naming her Jamie. So maybe it's kind of reflective of that as well?