We talked about it yesterday. He admitted that he feels like he has to walk on eggshells around me, because I'm so....he just said I seem like the type of person that shouldn't hear vulgar things. And he was shocked when I swore in front of him. We found out we both have PTSD and bonded over that. So we are absolutely cool!

But my impulsive speech lead to some entertaining conversations yesterday. Me stating I had been a gay cowboy in a past life to the assistant manager. I was absolutely kidding, making a Brokeback Mountain joke reference, and he was absolutely shocked and had no idea how to react. It was hilarious! I've never seem him speechless like that. I'm loosening up a lot, and talking more, and more rapidly too. My mood has been going uphill. Life is pretty great right now.

But after 5 months of being too terrified to talk to these people, I can't seem to stop talking now.