I'm not unhappy nor delusional. This is just frustrating because people don't listen, aren't willing to, don't seem able to see a difference between what a personal opinion is and what a professional finding is. This in other forums where I've been a moderator would be seen as meta-discussions and even personalizing so ruled out.

Therefore, even if misunderstood and deeply concerned, I have no choice ethically but to opt out, not post, hope that some of what I have said is helpful.

I think I need to quit posting here as well. I have serious issues at stake, do not have the support I need, and am finding people very argumentative when I'm trying to find people to connect with. It's a shame. The other sites where I was a moderator were at times too harsh, but personalizing and flagrant, repeated accusations were taken up immediately and privately that so that these things did not appear in public.

No one has contacted me privately to take up issues I've raised. I'm tired of being beaten up in public when I'm being beaten up in real life. Have a heart. Some people have serious issues at stake. Being regularly attacked by an intimate person is high on the list of stressors. Having police do nothing to protect you also high on the list of the likelihood of recovering from such trauma. Add in everything else and it is a disaster.

I think I need to stop posting here since no one seems to get that I'm in a situation that is dire, dangerous, without resources, help, family, friends. I am so tired of having abstract arguments where people just attack without understanding, without consideration, without doing their own homework.

Just fed up. Sorry, but this place offered something I thought I needed. Instead, it's been nothing but hassle about such tiny things I can't even figure out why they matter.