So I emailed T last night telling her I'd written this thing and asked if it was ok to email it to her. This is her response:

Hi retro,

Reflecting on the session is a good idea. However, I think this is something that needs to be discussed in the session to understand what it means to have it written and sent in this format, as well as any feelings around it. We can talk about this at the next session if you like?

Kind Regards,

T

I know this is a perfectly reasonable response but my first reaction is "F you T". I'm also worried that maybe she doesn't like me even though I have no logical reason to think that. Definitely an "I hate you, don't leave me" kind of situations.