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I am tempted to run away from home, sometimes to go to the beach alone (which is about 12 hours from my home) and sometimes to leave my family and find a woman to spend my life with.
I have a very loving family and they are where I belong. Wanting to leave is a clearcut sign that I am manic.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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