I'm not a psychiatrist but it sounds like your facing some anxiety issues. You could have an anxiety disorder that keeps your moods in a "fight or flight" mode.

Also, do you feel like the relationships in your life are going well? Sometimes if there's issues moods and anxiety revolving around relationships it could be something more and that's something you would need to talk to your psychiatrist about.
I hope you feel the best.

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