I can so relate to the OP. During past manic episodes I've had us half-packed and ready to move to Arizona, and others I just want to get rid of our 36 years' worth of accumulated stuff and drive away with only as much as the car can hold. (This sort of thing never occurs to me when I'm depressed, or when I'm stable.) I feel like I will explode if I can't get away from whatever is making me uncomfortable. Trouble is, sometimes I don't even know what's bothering me...I just want to run.