Thank you. This is more like what I was hoping for. I honestly don't know why these feelings came back, but depressing breakup songs like Adele's always hit me unusually hard and trigger me into deep darkness, even though I've never *actually* had a long term relationship, just disappointing dates. Then my sister retorted "what do you know about it?", and I thought, "DAMN IT, she really is trying to act superior and snide because of her relationship experience and my lack therof". She's also much curvier than me, but I'm also much skinnier than her, so we both have hangups.