I just had my doctor apt. Last week I was considering IP but I have a trip next Monday for 6 days, so it's impossible to be discharge in 2 weeks. For me at least.

Today it's another apt. I said I was better, overall. I have valid reasons. But the thing is I give the good points and skip the bad points. Psychosis is evolving for me, so the content, frequency and state change. I was actually doing better the past few days, but since yesterday it is worse. I am once again getting anger episodes. They are more intense, so I ended up with bruises from last night. My pdoc believed I am slightly better so she wants me to work on my eating issue. Also, she increase 50mg of seroquel and another 100mg of epilim. I won't see her until the week after next.

It's like I was focusing on acting fine for the apt that when it's over now, my mind reverts back to psychosis and other issues. Have you guys ever experience this? Or lie/pretend during pdoc apt to get out of smth?