Still having paranoid/delusional thoughts, very agitated, and irritable, trying not to have an outburst, not sleeping well at all, I want to lay down, but have energy idk if I'm depressed or going hypomanic/manic or a mixed state. Been seeing shadow people, and hearing faint voices, nothing I can make out, more like whispers. I also kind of want to hurt myself, but really trying hard to control those thoughts, Inhave a psych appointment Wednesday, so hoping the thoughts subside by then. I don't know, I just don't know...