going on 8 years with my wife but it will only be 2 yrs married. before her lots of 1 night stands or friends with benefits. also had a 2 yr relationship with an ex that end ed very badly with us getting into a fist fight and almost both getting arrested. the ex and i had a very tumultuous relationship of drugs, alcohol, lots of SI and even threats of suicide on both sides.

i am not officially diagnosed BPD but am leaning towards its.