I had two days where I felt wonderful and thought to myself, maybe this increase in my Lamictal is doing something. But then again, this weekend I was out and about spending a chunk of my tax refund. And I know changes in a dosage shouldn't really be that quick (I upped it from 100 to 150mgs on Friday). I felt fine this morning as I started to work. I was a little tired, so I drank half a soda (I learned the hard way that I can no longer tolerate a lot of caffeine) to stay alert. But as the day goes on, my anxiety is starting to go up. I feel overwhelmed with what I have to get done. I really need to do my laundry. It's to the point where I don't have many clothes left to wear. I'm tired and want the workday to end so I can go back to bed. My house is a mess and has been that way for at least a month. I'm feeling sad again. I'm so frustrated with this nonsense and want to feel "normal" again...