emwell and Kimmydawn,

Emwell, you post was very touching to me. i am sorry you didn't get to have a father but I am happy that you have a mother and that she has known love.

Kimmydawn, I was not clear with what I wanted, still am not. I wanted to see what it would be like. My persoanal Boudaries were intact and I stayed true to myself. I was honest and shared my view on some things which of course he has no memory of. I am still confused by all of this but less frightened today. He is an old man on 0x2. I reached out and was honest. That's the best I can do. Thanks.