Thanks, everyone.

If he doesn't... Right now, I feel it's fine.

My aim isn't to talk s--t about him behind his back, so I won't go into specifics, but I have to admit I couldn't stand who he turns into when he's going through a major depressive episode. He almost constantly ignored me or stonewalled me when I tried to talk to him or bring up something that bothered me. It's just like all those stories you hear on mental illness forums about how "my [friend/relative/partner] was so nice, now he's a different person! What happened?"

I know those are common MDD symptoms, which is why I swore I'd put up with them before, but I don't want to drive him even further away by trying to talk to him more in this state.

Anyway, my new therapist had an appointment open up for tomorrow, so at least there's that.