You are being used & getting sex for payment & giving it to keep getting it.......hmmmmm.

Having sex with a married woman is WRONG......it's called adultary & it doesn't matter if you are getting the sex you want out of it.....it's still wrong & there is no part of it that is right.

It's NOT that you can't say NO.....it's that you won't. We all can say NO.....it's whether we choose to say no that is the issue. You are actually the one being used because she's keeping you hanging around & using you for what she wants when she wants it even though you see your benefit as sex, you are still emotionally tied to her through the sex & she's got you wrapped around her finger.

If you said NO, she would probalably just go out & find someone else but the bottom line is that you are playing with fire & YOU are going to get burnt. Sex will blind your intelligence if you ALLOW IT TO....& you are the one allowing it to happen.

Is this REALLY who & what you want to be because you are defining yourself in this way & you have a choice if this isn't what you want for your life.