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Originally Posted by Mondayschild
Dear B.
Transference sucks. I think about you so much, but it isn't really you, it's the illusion of the perfect human. You get me, you listen, you think I'm funny, you worry about me...all my needs wrapped up in you. There are days that I wish you weren't ethical because I want to touch your face, I want to nuzzle myself into the crook of your neck. I want you to wrap me up in your world, to touch me, to whisper my name and tell me how important I am in your life, that my existence matters to you in the most intimate way.
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I know people don't generally respond to these, but just wanted to say that I get it. Transference can be really tough, including the longing for physical contact and to be closer. I've experienced both maternal/paternal (for T and for marriage counselor) and erotic (MC) transference. At times it was really painful, but I feel like I've learned quite a bit about myself through it (helps that MC--and T to some extent--was understanding and helped me work through it). I see you've only posted a couple times. Feel free to PM me if you want to talk more about it.