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PsychNitrous · Feb 22, 2016, 07:54 PM

I'm fixated on such negative thoughts tonight. I just don't want to think about today anymore.

Possible trigger:

I keep fixating on this pill I have at home. I was prescribed hydrocodone for arthritis pain, before I started on the meds I'm on, and I have one pill left. On it's own, hydrocodone has never done anything but relieve my pain, but I keep thinking about what would happen if I did it differently. I have this urge to crush the pill up and snort it, maybe that would do something. But I haven't had a chance.

Just trying to be grateful that I don't work late tomorrow, or the next day. Then my Thursday is mostly blocked off for paperwork. I just have to make it through one more hour.