To all of you just posting...........thank you so much for all the hugs for the little girl. She sends them right back at cha!!!

I can see the little girl. She never leaves my side to wander off anywhere. She's too afraid the big bad wolf will find her again and hurt her. She looks just like me. Curly red hair,
big blue eyes(saddened) by a society that didn't care. And a soul so full of love but nowhere to put it. She's very alone and cautious where she trust. She clings to me for safety
and love that will get let in. When she's afraid, she pretends that her life long "idol" is holding her close to her
putting her on her lap and singing to her their own special
lullabye. Not the usual one, either. She's a singer from the lil' girls past that the little girl fell head over heels with and named her second born for her. Sadly, she has never been told. The little girl tried to find her, but it hasn't been too successful. The little girl hopes someday to meet up with her to tell her how she saved her heart.

Anyway, again thanks to all. This is a wonderful place to be in when things are going awry.

Love to all...................