Looking hoping to connect with someone on this site. I'm not a very "touchy feely" kind of person, so it takes a while for me to warm up to people. What I really need is just a little guidance. I have a couple of friends it the real world but they can only take so much and I am very well aware of how I can suck the energy from people. I have one friend who can pretty much take me as I am. But he just does not give very good advice. Actually he doesn't give any advice. But he is always there for me.