Ive done everything. OD, drowning, gassing myself, even cutting but nothing works out. I just gave up on trying to kill myself. So instead of trying to kill myself, im doing some of the green stuff... smoke.
yesterday I burned myself... I tried not to but it was overwhelming... its a chemical burn. I just got back from the dr for doing this stuff.

I want to talk to the shrink. Hes told me if I ever need to call, to do it. i havent, i wont. im on no types of meds . i feel depressed just thinking about the assult that I want to just die. Ive thought about just doing alot of street drugs, you know, the real deal and ODing on it..