Hi justdonewithlife,

I'm sorry things seem so hopeless right now.

I'm also a shy person who tends to worry and stress about everything so I understand a lot of what you're saying. Relationships terrify me too. My dating life has been nonexistent for quite a while now and I've never had a relationship that lasted more than a year.

You say you have tried different types of medication. Have you ever seen a therapist? (You refer to lots of doctors, but not sure if those are therapists or psychiatrists)