Soooo.... Not to be ignorant but my therapist keeps hinting at borderline personality disorder with out saying it's borderline personality disorder.
I know for a fact that it isn't for many reasons but he thinks I have issues with abandonment because my dad died and I said that he left me.
My psychiatrist says that it's bipolar and I have experienced full blown manic and hypo manic episodes like today. And right now.

This brought to my attention that sometimes in therapy we fish for answers and then try to fill the void with lies.

Imagine you are painting a painting or singing a song because you feel that way.
The end product is going to be creative and organic.

Now imagine some one told you to think of what you want to paint or sing even though you weren't feeling it.

It would be a lie or a false story.

I feel like this is what's happening in my therapy. I'm looking for answers that I can't feel and my mind is replacing questions with answers that are wrong because my therapist is assuming stuff that isn't true.

Does anyone else experience this in therapy? Is therapy even necessary for someone with bipolar?

Has anyone ever hit a brick wall of what's real and what isn't when it comes to bipolar and feelings and therapists?

Thanks.
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