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Old Feb 23, 2016, 10:36 AM
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I just spent 17 days IP with depression and my first episode of psychosis.

It's all kind of blurry but I remember isolating and not wanting social interaction then feeling manic, crashing into depression then seeing spiders and feeling them on me. I'd panic when it's happen. I sent my t weird texts about feeling like demons were inside me and satan was attacking me. I don't think I trusted people much. The first week ip I barely remember. I remember feeling like I was in a dream and pacing and isolating in my room a lot. After it went away I was horribly depressed and anxious.

I'm feeling better now but that was all so weird. Most of that I know because of texts I sent and what people tell me. They say I would be with them but not really there. My dx is bipolar 1. I'm afraid this will happen again! Is it common to happen again?
Can you all relate to these things?
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