Instead of bored, I find myself in one extreme of wallowing in the silence of my depression or dancing away my worries of mania. The rare times of stability, I spend my time managing my household which can account for most of my time.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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