So many times (IRL) I've been misperceived and wrongly judged, because of my anxiety - so much stigma, so little kindness

Sometimes, some people realise they were wrong, for example the sister of a former abusive fiance.
I'm older than dirt. I wish this carousel would stop
(Small grey spider - fuzzy doesn't wish to live in this web

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'Managing" conflicting medical issues is beyond tiring and boring
Even making a doctors appointment is sometimes almost impossible - so many hoops, for 10 freakin minutes
(Really hoping I don't have to see one of the "sub optimal" doctors
(And no .. I don't over use the "service" - never have, I go there as rarely as possible

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(This is not about anyone on PC)