I just don't know how to cope anymore. My head still hurts, my stomach is still upset, I just want today to be over so I can crawl back in bed. I'm trying really hard not to cry, but it's hard.

My mom texted me this afternoon, we haven't really talked in at least a week. I only just told her about my plans to see a pdoc the Friday before last. I don't like being so distant from her, it's really hard after how close we've been. But with work and physical distance, it's hard to keep in touch as often. I wonder if she still complains to my dad on the nights I haven't texted her.