I'm doing a little better the past couple days, but nothing extravagant. I'm not even as high as mediocre or blah, just under that, I think. I exist in the world, at least. I don't feel quite so mixed up. I think my moods tend to get better over the weekends, so I could get worse again during the week. The weekdays is when everything starts over again that can only be done during the week, thus initiating more negative thinking. Enjoy this weekend while I can, I guess.