Wow! Sorry things are so tough for you right now. You have every right to rant.
Are you taking prenatal vitamins? I know this isn't
much help, but I found a site offering free samples of Promise prenatal vitamins that might help you out if you need it:
freebies Maybe they have some other useful things, too.
I wish I could offer some genuine help, but I want you to know I read your story and wish you the best.