In a way, yeah. I've always thought of Rey as kind of like Kylo Ren's Jamie Lloyd (purely platonically, I swear!) -- sort of like the one person who really shows there's a softer aspect inside this twisted character. (And yeah, TFA -- it is violent and depressing, especially the ending!) And I better stop there before I go on a tangent.

But yeah, the whole healing thing...it is scary. It's a heck of a long, dark road from here to here...whatever here to here is. Mostly I'm focusing on keeping myself steady, so yeah, in a way, I am emerging from anxiety (I was never really diagnosed with depression. Mostly my diagnoses are anxiety and OCD). It's comforting to know, really, that I am healing.