I really hope it all works out okay I work sometimes until 9 pm and that's very late I have no idea how you handle night shifts; so your right shift work is very hard on BP individuals

Your post really hit a note with me due to my being off work and then having to go back to work over and over it's really hard if I had to ask for my job back I would probably not do it because it's so hard, your brave to do that
and the fact that you are a nurse is awesome it must be a really rewarding and stressful job, best of luck!