I am a nurse, and I've worked on a stressful cardiac unit for the last two years. I thought I was managing fairly well, but I have finally collapsed under the weight of the stress and illness. I was diagnosed with BP1 seven years ago, and it's always been a battle, but right now I can barely function. I'm on short-term disability leave currently, but as a single person, the lapse in income has put me in jeopardy of being evicted from my apartment.

My parents have been letting me stay with them the last two weeks, while I've been unable to manage basic daily functions. If I do get evicted, they will let me live with them. I am lucky to have them. I am struggling however, as a 32 year old woman, feeling my independence slipping away. My parents do not understand bipolar disorder and I'm getting the impression that my father, especially, feels I'm being lazy and just not trying hard enough. I know that they are both frustrated with me, because they don't understand that I am failing, despite doing my absolute best.

I would appreciate any suggestions on how to help my parents understand that I have a real illness as opposed to a character flaw. I have talked with them and printed a few things for them to read, but they are very old school and skeptical. I try very hard to manage on my own, so that I won't be a burden to them, but I really need them right now.

Please don't misunderstand, I am very grateful to have a place to stay. I love my parents, I just worry that they are growing to resent me. Thanks for taking the time to read this and for any advice you may have.