Everyday, it's the same thing that is constantly on my mind: how screwed up this world is that we are living in..

Money, war, power, freedom, equality, poverty, how the system works, how so many people are too blinded by all their distractions to notice these things. The more I know, the more disgusted I feel.

I can't enjoy anything anymore. I don't feel connected to anyone. My mind feels tired constantly.. I feel like I can't be satisfied untill everyone is treated equally.

The only thing I can do to escape is playing games. It gets me into a totally different world. Which I feel is becoming too much of an addiction and gets in the way of the things I actually want/have to do.

I used to be such a positive person. I was positivity itself. Now I'm the opposite of that. I feel like I know too much and can't go back to that way of life.

Any help / advice would be greatly appreciated!