Self Pity vs Entitlement.........

Woke up with that on my mind this morning. Self pity feels weak and entitlement feels like I should have something that I didn't earn, or I'm not entitled to.

Thoughts????

I've played it over in my mind too many times today. Beat myself up over it and I'm tired of fighting with it.

Is "safety" an entitlement? Is feeling loved and accepted and entitlement? Is feeling strong about who you are and entitlement? Is feeling like you can voice your thoughts, without someone cutting you down an entitlement?

Please forgive me....I want to scream!!

The reverse feeling side of not having these things, I believe is "self pity?"

That makes me angry!!! Anger is an emotion that I do not know how to express. This is causing all kinds of craziness inside of me.

Does this make sense to ANYBODY???

It's so late! I need to go to bed and get my day started for tomorrow. I just can't shut this off!!