Urgh, I can't believe myself. It's 6.55am, I'm sitting here right now and I have a class to go to. But I can't face going out. I feel fake saying it, too, but I just don't want to be seen. There's no food in the house either so I'm not sure what I'll do. I feel too embarrassed to write in and apologise... and I have a paper due on Friday that I feel utterly unable to do. I just need to give myself a kick up the rear, but I can't find the energy. I feel like a useless, pathetic person and I'm only one day into this withdrawal thing. Aaaaagh.