Nickname: You are reaching a point of crisis. Maybe PC helped you get there, so thank you PC! You have wonderful insights. You are moving bit by bit towards a new way of life. The best I have to offer you is support. Depression and anxiety have kept me isolated, too, and I am also in a crisis...of not wanting depression and anxiety to dictate how I live, anymore. That is what I mean about crisis. You want something new but are afraid. That is natural and normal. You would be surprised by how many people feel nervous in groups. You are not alone with those feelings. Just be yourself when you go out. If you feel a little nervous, just say that you feel nervous to the person sitting or standing next to you. Don't be too surprised when they say they know exactly how you feel. You can do it! You will navigate this crisis of new challenges and grow through it. I am certain. PS It is easy to rely on community forums when you feel isolated and depressed. But once you feel less fear about going out, then you won't be as dependent on PC as you are now. Don't worry about it too much, Nick. PC was created to help you. Thank you so much for sharing.