I am thinking of asking my GP testing me for ADHD again or ADD.
My mother got me tested when I was younger apparently I was deemed not having ADHD or ADD I was around 6 or 8ish at the time I think if I remember it was short amount of time too, they tested my hearing and took me to a child psychiatrist he said I was just fine I remember being new to me so I was quite stimulated by new experience of a psychiatrist so I was never bored.
School I always has issues like I daydreamed alot & got bored easily but I had issues making friends didn't make any till I was 10.
I don't know why I always remembered being depressed since I was that age got worse I had anxiety issues I believe since that young as well.
I spent most my high school years in denial as well.
I am going to uni this year I am in my Mid 20s I finally want to get on top what is going on with me to understand my feelings why I feel the way I do, I don't want to dismiss the idea I could've been not tested correctly.
My partner of 5 years had stated to me recently might be ad hd while been talking to him about how I feel about life he stated that I get bored easily. I find it hard to stay stimulated in conversations especially with my partner at times I feel bad for it that I am meant to be alone due to that reason, I get restless easy end up being on the go or need to walk around I can't sit still & I get bored easily & be many days I want to lay in bed not do anything due to no motivation but I think might be depression talking.
Most times in my life I find it hard to focus on most things, example I go on the computer for specific reason end up doing something else on it instead.
I am in my mid 20s I still have no idea what I want to do with my life I am just going to uni cause I am fed up with switching ideas what I want to do.
I just hope I not offending anyone for asking advice as this isn't something you joke about I just want to get down to why I act way I do, maybe why I don't have many friends.
I been on some meds in the past for depression before meds some how make me to a angry after 8 weeks I tried it twice & doc thinks might be bipolar because for that reason though I won't dismiss that might be why but I just don't want to miss the idea maybe I wasn't diagnosed correctly when I was younger.
I am worried I might be too "old" to ask get be tested or I am unsure how to ask without feeling silly.
I hope it's okay to ask here.
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