I managed to say out of hospital for about a year. Then I came back here to Costa Rica started work on all the projects. Then quit again.
Then spent May-Aug in and out of hospital. I had my last ECT brain fry treatment in Sept or Nov.
Now I'm back in CR. Can't hardly walk the dog.
Can't have too many people around or I start feeling like an episode is creaping back into my psyche.
Tons of unfinished projects in USA too. Fallout from other Episodes Psycotic mania. I feel screwed.
I have a painter here working on maintenance. But no new projects. Everything in the jungle gets ate up quick. From the termites. Ocean salt water breezes. Tree roots. Cement eating infects.
My meds make me feel a little apathetic.

Rant rant rant.