well, im kinda not into talking to people about whet ive been through. Ive been through so much, and feel that if I tell anyone they will feel remorse, and judge and I don't know if I could do that again. I hate people feeling sorry for me. I went to family counseling when I was little, but that didn't work because my mom decided she was going to blame me for everything that goes wrong. and she did it right in my face. I was only 10. I don't know if I could go through it again.