Hi Miguel's Mom.
One of the other concerns is I have a little ocd. I'm a perfectionist.
Now I'm super indecisive.

I've always managed my projects. And come in under budget.

1.husband wants to retire. That effectively shuts the money tap. He has been with the company 34 years. Our stock is down 40%

2. He's too young to collect his pension. We are both too young for Social Security.

3. Can't sell any assets yet as they all need either some kind of maintenance or are torn up.

4. Haven't recovered from an Earthquake that ruined whole house outside and inside. Borrowed 165,000$$ to repair/rebuild it. I was hands on for about a year. Then lost my crew and wanted a break anyway. I'm either super creative or blank. Kinda like writers block.
5 Went to a resort in Mexico for a week. Felt a little better,but still in bed a lot.

6 came here to Costa Rica to recover from the electric brain fry treatments. ECT. I'm regaining a few memories. Trying to read old payroll accts. Old plan books. Where did I leave off. Why did I buy this ceramic tile. Where was it going? What was kitchen design for new house. Who works for me? Do I have thier numbers? Was I happy with them ?