I hope I'm done. I think I am.
My friends smoke pot. Other friends cigars. I smoke neither.
I was offered a smoke from airport security while a mix up had me waiting 2 1/2 hours for my shuttle.
So I took it. Then bought a pack. Lasted 5 days. Then I flew back here to CR bought another pack. In between had a house guest so didn't smoke for 2 days. Then I finished the pack.
I know it stains your teeth. Is bad for heart lungs. Everything really.
I guess I let myself feel left out cuz everyone smokes but me. But screw it. I'm going o hold fast and not buy anymore.
It takes 21 days of not doing something to create that new habit.
Cigs are so addicting it took much less time to get addicted. Crazy.
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 Bipolar 1
Day Vraylar 3 mg. Wellbutrin 150
Night meds Temazepam 30 mg or lorazepam
Hasn't helped yet.
From sunny California!
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