Thanks everyone for the replies.

I called my pdoc just before and am waiting now for a nurse to call back. I had to call about how depressed and anxious I've been these past few weeks. I can't stand it! And I've been having problems with seroquel.

I'm hoping once I feel better I won't do this over pill thing. I'm still too scared to tell my pdoc or husband. I could see my husband dragging me to the er.