PLEASE DON'T DRINK!!! It's not worth it!!!!! I understand the desire. There are times when I think it would be easier to go back to "la-la land", but I try to think about how hard I've worked to get to where I am. Things in my life are getting insane. It would be easy to "let go". Like Tucker said to me - "baby steps". We have 3 days to try to put our heads back on. Let's try to stick this out together!! Feel free to PM anytime. My "real name" is Pat.