I'm feeling so anxious today. The management company I rent from is going through to check smoke and CO detectors today, and I just can't stand it. I know it's something I have to deal with, being in an apartment, but I just hate the thought of someone I don't know being in my space without me there. My bf is supposed to be going over when he gets off work, but I don't know when that will be, or if they will be there before he gets there or not. It just makes me so worried.

On top of that, last weekend we planned to go to the movies tonight, since I get off work early again today. But I just don't know anymore. I want to go, but we can't go until 7:30pm, and then we won't be leaving until after 9, so we'll be home late. We both have to work tomorrow, and I'm just so tired. I don't know what to say, I feel like I'm letting my bf down again. We've made plans like 3 times already to see this movie, and every time something related to me has made me not want to go.

I hate all of this.