Well, ome one, it's a little too soon to say you'll never have a girl in your life... On my part, I am your same position towards women, and being 36 and I could say I will never get any

OK OK, sorry for the joke. But it's not really a joke, because I don't give up! Don't think that I don't understand your pain, I do.

By the way, don't exaggerate! Approaching a girl is the most difficult form of interpersonal contact possible... If you just hang around and don't look too self absorbed, that will be fine.

And them just a couple of cognitive bits: first, I'm pretty sure the girl didn't think what you think she thought, as the typical depressed, you yhink you can read others' mind, and you only read bad thinks. Second, even if she consider you a geek, that means nothing, because she couldn't evaluate you properly. You can't be rejected BEFORE you have been known fully.

Come on, keep going!