I've been so good. So good, hadn't cut in two weeks, had one set back, and then another two weeks. And what happens today? My friend saw the cuts on my leg and freaked out about them. He was yelling at me and all I could think was "thank god you can't see the rest of my body." And he knew that I was cutting. I've told him and we've talked about it multiple times, and he was always cool and supportive about it. So I don't know why he got all angry. But him getting angry just got me pissed, and I totally went and sliced myself just to get back at him. So now I'm feeling awful because I broke the good behavior and for a really stupid reason. And guilty, because I totally can't tell him about this, because I did it just to make him feel bad. But now that I've calmed down and thought about it it was really just stupid. So yeah, sorry for the rant, but I needed to get it off my chest. Gonna go try to distract myself now.