I just got married this August. I have been with my husband for about 16 months all together. He is a wonderful support system for me. Both our families treat us really bad but we support each other. My husband will go out of his way to make me happy when Im going through what we call " messipodes " which is basically mess and episodes put together. LOL. Lately I've noticed hes been down a lot. I think all my fighting and irrability is rubbing of on him. Im always sick and I feel bad for not being able to things that a wife should. I fight with him a lot for no reason. I have this fear that he cheats on me when I know damn well he would never do such a thing to me. I always cry and make him upset. I feel so guilty after doing so. I make it impossible for him to go out with his friends because I have separation anxiety, I'm also very dependent on him and I know it isn't fair that he has to be punished for what I'm going through. What can I do to help myself so he can go out more. What can keep me busy, what can make me not freak out well he is gone. He works all day and when he does get home I attach to him like white on rice and I'm constantly in his face. I hate this is there anything I can do.... and if he doesn't pay attention then I breakdown and cry.... and get in my cycle. I'm worried about him and I love him with all my heart, I just wish I can make things easier on him. <font color="purple"> </font>