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Originally Posted by Gavinandnikki
Sounds like you are keeping the strongest feelings in until it's "safe" to cry.
When you're alone.
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I agree but I wish it were safe with T. I let her see tears forming but they don't come down.
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Originally Posted by BayBrony
This is out there but is it because of the ET? Do you not want to "come apart" because some part of you wants to impress her?
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I don't think so because I don't cry with anyone and I don't have ET for everyone! Wondering if it's because I cried, probably, as a preemie, and in those days, they didn't hold babies in an incubator. I used to always have a fantasy that I'd run around the T's office, she would have to stop me physically, and I'd cry. She would be holding me. I didn't have that fantasy with current T. Maybe I can ask to hold her hand when I think I'm going to cry.