Somethings happening to me and I don't understand what. Its all spinning out of control, but in such a calm quiet way no one is noticing and I can't seem to stop it. I'm nine-ing it, and have no one to tell. I wish I understood why i sacked you, and why Im not coming back. I never wanted to stop seeing you. I don't understand. I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up.