AAAAaaaaaaaaggggggg

i could use someone important, special, caring, kind, compassionate, respectful, supportive, loyal in my life

i thought i had that person, but of course things never work out in this world of pain -

is there any one out there that has the capability of loving broken hearts - broken souls fallen angels or damned humans, whatever it is that i am condemned to suffer for whatever reason

- needing to be cared for desperately, need to forget the rejection and added pain of losing another cared one -.-

i seriously give up...