I just feel like my life has no meaning, and that it never will. I just look back at all the time I've wasted and it makes me want to cry. I've wasted so much of my life and I have nothing to show for it. I'm embarrassed, mortified and disgusted. I just want to change so bad. Why is this my life? I just want to disappear into a black hole. It just isn't fair. I stroll through Facebook and I see what everyone else has accomplished. It makes me hate myself.